where are you when i needed you the most?
right now, right now…
i want to feel special
every little need is met and every little demand is entertained.
nothing i speak is the truth now. every little detail is manipulated.
just like you when you are with me.
we are here purely for companion and pleasure.
so i need you right now, right now.
because i want to feel like the princess that you love to spoiled.
and i will not hesitate even for a beat if you asked me again to come away with you.
that certain misery. i will swapped now for uncertain happiness.
i kinda lost it. or i am lost. in men, in girls. i lost it in both. did i demand so much? perhaps maybe so.
where do happy girls go when they are sad?
they go to their private playground where they took their shoes off and put on their tutus.