do you know why people commit suicide?
because they want to stop the pain.
they want to solve their problems.
but they don’t know how, too overwhelmed, too confused, too selfish.
that’s why they committed suicide.
it’s the easy way out.
you won’t have to wake up to the pain or go home to it after a day’s work.
the pain is relieved from you, because it stopped.
you died already.
me? what do i want now?
i just want to stop feeling what i’m feeling right now.
i know i’m not done yet.
but i’m begging that it is enough. for now.
i need someone to take me home.
or i just need someone.