i love it when i’m happy like this

the funniest guy so farrr — i love to laugh. a lot.

kerekkk totally, but i like!

beautiful, beautiful eyes to look into — sucker!

huggable, kissable, adorable

totally, totally, totally fucking expensive, yet i looove the chase

sweetie, sweetheart, sweetum

i want to marry youuu!!!

as much as i am despising to be in a relationship at the moment as i don’t believe myself to be fully-healed from the last trauma — enter elite’s trauma, woohoo! — i find myself looking at certain potraits and knew it from deep inside, i will be happy like this, i will be in love again, and i will be with who i want to be with who devotedly wants to be with moi for the rest of my life and we’ll be happy until our last dying breath — not berbahagia sehingga ke anak cucu only.

no, i do not want to waste the time getting to know you, we have our whole lives ahead.

so far, few holds my attention as i get to know them, and the weeding gets sooo much easier as well. the sad news is, there’s just too many of them and only very few of the gems out there — who are almost always, taken, and the single ones are still pretty much traumatic themselves, if not gay. i am not squeezing myself to fit into his life. that’s not fair.


based on your birthday…
you are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. you are patient, (highly) maginative and target oriented (oui!). you value friendship more than anything else. your love, you usually study your partner carefully before making any move. you never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. your sincerity doesn’t bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.

your greatest strengths…
humorous, conscientious (anysz: aku rasa kalau watak friends, engkau adalah monica, suessy. miss hospitality.) and principled.

your greatest weaknesses…
being hesitant, they often lose great opportunities.

jobs you should pursue…
social work, counseling, agriculture, care and prevention of cruelty to animals.


gotta be somebody — let’s hope it’s not you.