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Got CARRIEd Away (Update)

My new playground.

No, I never liked SATC. I wasn’t one of them who was in the chase for Carrie right from the start because one – my family wasn’t one of those who subscribed to ASTRO… we still had Mega TV though, how eew was that? I remember Rahim gave it a thumbs up during the rage of SATC - this guy is simply delicious because of the jaw and that he is michievously cuteand his simplicity to give each girl he meets a peck on the cheek as a greeting. And then when we eventually got ASTRO, I thought I was too late for start on it, I just don’t bother. Two, Dad did promise moi the SATC DVD box set should I score in one of those semesters, and it is still something that just didn’t appeal to me at all – I think at the time I only wanted a Vaio.

But I know the credibility of its storyline should it be made to a movie. And it is just something that I so wanted to do with my girlfriends (watching it), and Roha helped to make it happened. So much so, that what Huda said was so true once we picked her up – susah layan Datin Seri nihhhh, “Adakah kita sedang keluar bersama-sama ni? Rasa macam mimpi!” It was so surreal but it’s happening, like you thought something this good would not be happening to you.

I couldn’t understand what is so slow about the staffs, one is so quite a la Jared Leto, and the other one is like Peter Parker the way Tobey Maguire does it. Order langsung salah, kerja pun slow motion… not terkebil-kebil tapi termangu-mangu that I thought by saying sayang to boost them up and show that I am not mad – I really wasn’t, we were all giggly since Huda gave me the money excluding tax – actually backfires.

Roha: Lagi lea lambat…

We laughed a lot. Plum Sykes does a cameo during Carrie’s wedding gowns photo shoot, and Huda just can’t stop teasing me throughout the movie. She must be expecting me to bawl out, but the movie is too funny and heartwarming to be bawling out – not worth it, okay! I even thought Mum could enjoy this movie as well.

It’s a good movie… they say there might be a sequel. Might.

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This is really, really weird…

A few hours ago, I was really downtrodden after the phone call with M, thought that I had released this inner child in moi who keeps asking for the piece of candy that I keep denying. M asked to what does this relates to, and I told him about another similar situation on the monster Harry has inside his chest during the time he started noticing Ginny – M reads Harry Potter, why in the world wouldn’t I fall for him? – and I could feel he was bating his breath, but I didn’t provide him a direct aswer.

If this could be confirmed, I noticed that M became glum and slumped as we parted ways the last time we met, and also when I told him that I will consider him not going to Juejue’s akad since he forgotten about it because he asked moi to join him to PD instead for Friday+weekend — which I absolutely couldn’t because of the class… the classthe class!!!!!!! – he became… the same glum and slump… that would last for two hours, according to his psychiatrist – he is sooo New York, why in the world wouldn’t I fall for him? Convince me otherwise if you may, I have Roha’s words – sure ni bukan kes perasan? – ringing in my ears. But babe, it happened again… no?

And after that conversation with Farizz, and Carrie’s words followed suit… I became happy again. Carefree… blissful… smiley… I should keep this. Even though every girl says NO, Sazali gave a half YES, and Farizz gave a full YES.

It doesn’t help to let him go… just yet. Let’s stick around. Even Carrie and Big have it on and off for ten years – and maybe Farizz is the male version of Charlotte minus the poop-in-the-pants part (that I never knew off). Who knows… except HIM.

Suessy: But what if he -
Farizz: Jangan negatif lea, Suessy!

Okayyy.

Written by Suessy

July 27, 2008 at 8:36 pm